Lush Money

Paying attention to inspiration

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The most common question I get as a multi-published romance author is “Where do you get your ideas from?”

It can seem so mystifying how a writer pulls thoughts and words from the air and turns them into a 100,000-word book, a book that can feel so real in reader’s minds. An author thought up REDRUM. An author thought up Hobbits. An author thought up a priest during truly filthy things with sacramental oil (and you know who you are, you naughty woman!). Every thought and every word and every book sprouts from a single moment of inspiration.

During a four-hour drive to Dallas last weekend, I listened to the phenomenal book The Villa by Rachel Hawkins. It’s not a spoiler to mention an early moment of inspiration for an author in the book. Houses remember, she writes in her journal. She instantly recognizes, as do we all, that it’s a fabulous line. Houses remember. It feels good on the tongue. The writer in the book isn’t sure how she’s going to use the line, isn’t even entirely sure what it’s referring to. She just knows it’s fabulous.

Listen to the hindbrain, not the muse

As an author who’s enjoyed my own moments of inspiration, I love this description of the hindbrain at work. Muses are flighty, too personified as something that can come and go, that can escape from you or that you must appease. The hindbrain is always there. In reality, the hindbrain regulates our automatic functions, like breathing and sleeping. The creative hindbrain works the same way, always back there, churning, working, processing your day through the lens of the stories you have to tell, sending up inspiration and character development and dialogue and, when the flow is right, whole pages of words.

You’re not shackled to the hindbrain. Your goal is to give it space to think it thoughts; the built skill is recognizing when it sends up creative gold.

Inspiration that launched my career

A gift from my hindbrain helped launched my publishing career. At the end of 2015, I’d been a longtime freelance writer, digital content consultant, and aspiring romance author. I was looking through books on my phone and thought I saw one titled “The Billionaire’s Prince.” (I tell this story a lot, so feel free to skip this part if you’ve already heard it.) I assumed this title was for a male/male book. In an instant, I realized that I assumed the billionaire in the title was a man. Deeply ashamed of myself for assuming a woman couldn’t be the billionaire, I realized just as quickly that that was the story I had to write: a story of a bad-ass billionaire businesswoman who had all the smarts, power, and resources to possess a prince.

From that hindbrain lightning strike, my debut book Lush Money was born.

 
 

Dialogue before characters

In my most recent release, After Hours on Milagro Street, my hindbrain delivered twice.

Before I even started the book, I wrote this down in my writing journal:

“I want you to understand something. My pussy...she’s not very discriminating. She’s attracted to most men. If we do anything, it’ll be hot. And memorable and interesting. But it won’t be special. It won’t be about you.”

Those who’ve read the book already know it’s what my heroine Alex tells our hero Jeremiah in a dark hallway before an angry reunion. The inspiration for this book sprang from multiple sources, but my concept for my furious heroine, the best bitch in bartending, sprang from this quote that came to me out of nowhere while I was sitting at my computer. I craved to write a heroine as self-possessed, as proud, as feral, and as giving as little fucks as the heroine in this quote.

My hindbrain gave me Alex and I thank it immensely.

Inspiration for the next book

In September, the second book in the Milagro Street series, Full Moon Over Freedom, will be released. It’s a second-chance romance book about a Gillian Armstead-Bancroft, a once-perfect wife and mom who’s lost her perfection, and Nicky Mendoza, the former bad-boy-turned-successful-artist who she hopes can help her get her groove back. She thinks of him as a very sexy long-lost friend and he, unfortunately, thinks of her as the girl he’s loved almost his whole life. The pining in this books is heart pumping!

Full Moon is an iteration of the first book I ever finished, in 2009. That first iteration wasn’t published for a reason (it was awful) but, while re-reading it in preparation for this book, I wrote down a passage from that original book:

 
 

"Why didn’t you ever ask me out?"

"You would have said ‘no.’ You were walking out of Freedom when we were in grade school. You had no time to waste on a boy who’d probably end up working at the plant….

Also, I was afraid you would just use me for sex."

In the 2009 installment, they’d never had sex and it’s now all they can think about. But in the current iteration, he’d been her “sex teacher” the summer after her freshman year in college. Unaware of his feelings, my very practical heroine viewed him as a practical solution to the problem of her virginity.

That line-- I was afraid you would just use me for sex—was the crux of the modern iteration, I realized. The original Nicky had better self-preservation instincts than the new Nicky, and that desire to protect himself now is one of the wedges keeping these two apart, although he can barely keep his hands off of her.

You never know when inspiration may strike. Listen to that hindbrain. Cultivate trusting it. And write down the treasures it sends you.

Preorder Full Moon Over Freedom now

 
 

Inspired by her own upbringing as a Mexican American in Kansas, Lopez offers a steamy love story that is also a repudiation of whitewashing history for the sake of upholding narrow definitions of what it is to be American…. It’s her ability to balance these lascivious passages with pointed, meaningful storytelling that sets her work apart and makes her a writer worth returning to again and again.

Maureen Lee Lenker on After Hours on Milagro Street, Entertainment Weekly

Why I write "unlikeable" heroines

Why do I write “unlikeable” heroines?

When women are still denied autonomy and equality in 2022, the last thing I want to do is write women who prioritize being liked.

Thank you for coming to my TedTalk.

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It seems like such an easy explanation, doesn't it?

The real world America we're currently living in elected a president who said he grabbed women “by the pussy” and it was excused as locker-room talk. Our right to determine whether we grow a person in our bodies is about to be taken away. And there continues to be a massive pay gap between women and men.

So we all agree, with the continued uphill struggle for women, that likeability is really low on the priority list, don’t we?

No.

The romance genre is stretching beyond the binary, with all genders of people writing and reading romance about all genders of people. But our heroines are still trapped in "likeable" vs. "unlikeable."

Early reviews are already coming in for After Hours in Milagro Street, my high heat, Latinx, small-town romance about a bad ass Latina bartender who comes home to claim the family bar and finds a head-in-the-clouds-but-hot East Coast professor standing in her way. It’s not uncommon for me to get a review like this:

It took me a while to like Alex, she was just so abrasive.

And this was a review that ended with: I love it when I think a book is just a simple romance and it turns out to be more! ... It was a good read!

They liked the book. They didn't like Alex.

Understanding the cold hard facts of the world we face doesn't free real-world women, or their romance counterparts, of the straightjacket of likability and the limited possibilities that straightjacket brings.

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“Straightjacket” seems a little harsh, you might say.

Let me give you an example of how this emphasis on women being likeable plays out in the real world: There was a fascinating Twitter thread awhile ago about a woman who got a job offer, tried to negotiate compensation, and had the offer rescinded. Many women on the thread complained about having job offers evaporate if they tried to ask for more money; men on the thread said they'd never heard of that happening to men.

Data backs up this concern that women can appear "less likable" if they're assertive this way -- a Harvard Business School survey found that "women who felt empowered at the negotiation table were more likely to reach worse deals or no deal at all."

There are real world consequences for society’s preference that a woman prioritize being liked over looking out for her own best interests.

When I wrote my first “unlikeable” heroine, self-made Mexican-American billionaire Roxanne Medina from Lush Money, I didn’t set out to make her hard to like. I – like Roxanne – didn’t think about her likeability at all. Instead, I focused on how a woman who had the brains, will, and resources to build a successful company that supported 40,000 people would move in the world.

She went for what she wanted and didn’t apologize for it.

I was shocked how many reviewers said this made her unlikeable. I thought it made her admirable.

My heroines have been called:

ice-cold queen
heartless female
nasty bulldog
emotionally stunted
high-handed

And my particular favorite: “What type of mother is she going to be?

Do you think this question has once ever been asked about a powerful male hero?

 
 

I’ve come to understand that the double standard that exists in the real world also exists in the books we write. Men are bestowed with the right to demand and take and have. Women are not. The myth of the ideal woman is that she's accommodating. She constantly considers others and makes way for them. We've all absorbed this myth, it's been the rhythm and beat of almost every story we've heard. If we see a different step, hear a new note, it feels jarring.

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Alex “Alejandra” Torres, my bad ass bartender in After Hours on Milagro Street, comes home angry.

She’s had a quit-or-be-fired moment at a Chicago speakeasy that she helped put on the map, and now the only way she can salvage her reputation is to claim and restore the family bar, even if coming back to her hometown of Freedom, Kansas is something she never wanted to do. When she discovers that an East Coast professor also has plans for her grandmother's bar, she's immediately suspicious of his intentions and protective of the family she loves, even if her loves comes off a bit...prickly. The instant physical attraction she has with the professor just makes a hard situation harder.

Heh.

I digress.

If you read through the reviews, no one says they don't understand why Alex is angry and single-minded. They never say it doesn’t make sense.

They just say they don’t like it.

 
 

This blog is not to decry my negative reviews. I am grateful, whether I agree with them or not, for each and every person who’s taken the time to write a review of one of my books.

What I want to underline is that I've never set out to write an "unlikeable" heroine. What I've focused on is writing heroines that are ambitious, powerful, proud of their minds and bodies, self assured, confident in their abilities, single-minded, and goal focused.

We've been drinking the tea that those attributes, in a woman, are unlikeable.

Don't believe me?

Read this sentence: I write heroes that are ambitious, powerful, proud of their minds and bodies, self assured, confident in their abilities, single-minded, and goal focused.

Does your spine itch then? Does that make him unlikeable?

In romance, we are writing fantasies.

But we're also showing a way that women can carry themselves in the real world. Our heroines can portray how a woman can center her own needs, preferences, and desires; fearlessly behave as her true self (even if she's a little grumpy), and go after what she wants. Our heroine's love interests can admire and desire her ferocity, pride, and drive. And the world we create can respect her, can be a better place than one that seeks to grab her and control her.

The simple answer to why I write "unlikeable" heroines?

I don't.


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Listen to the Filthy Rich series on audiobook

I’m thrilled to announce that today — with the release of Serving Sin in audiobook — you can now listen to the entire Filthy Rich series.

The whole series was produced by Dreamscape Media, who produced audiobook versions of Helen Hoang’s The Bride Test, Veronica Roth’s Divergent, and Candace Bushnell’s Is There Still Sex in the City?, and narrated by the astonishing Scarlette Hayes.

Over the years, many of you have reached out personally to let me know how much you enjoyed Scarlette’s re-creation of these books. I say “re-creation” because that’s exactly what Scarlette did with them — make them come alive in a new way, even for me, the author! I remember the first time I heard Scarlette read one of my love scenes. I was laughing, blushing and shocked — and I wrote it!

Here’s what Audiofile Magazine had to say about her work on Lush Money: While their relationship is initially quite contentious, Hayes lets listeners hear how it gradually develops into something far more complex and passionate as they get to know each other.

As fantastic as her work was on it, she took it even in further in Hate Crush. I don’t know if at that point she knew my tone and the characters better, but listening to her reading Hate Crush is like listening to an audio play of it. She completely sweeps you away. And her reading from my hero’s point of view is so hot that I forget that it’s not a hot guy in my ear!

Audiofile Magazine said Hayes perfectly captures Sofia's incandescent rage at not being taken seriously despite her demonstrated excellence in her chosen field simply because she has the misfortune and audacity to be a woman.

Scarlette has over six years of voiceover experience and specializes in stories that are sassy, sophisticated, and sexy. Passionate about bringing characters to life, she has narrated titles in both English and Spanish as well as some in Greek. Give her a follow on Instagram!

I can’t wait to see what she pulls out for Serving Sin!

Purchase the Filthy Rich audiobooks at your vendor of choice!

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Read Henry's love story, DREAM GIRL, for free!

Dream Girl, the love story of Henry, our sunny Texas bodyguard in the Filthy Rich series, is now available to read for free on Harlequin Online Reads. The story will be released over 20 days, from Nov. 23, 2020-Dec. 20, 2020, so it will take a little patience to discover how Henry’s one night stand turns into so much more!

You can catch up on his journey through the Filthy Rich series in my previous blog.

And you can get a sneak peek below!

I hope you love it. Please let me know what you think in the comment section!! And share with your friends if you’re enjoying it!

Dream Girl

by Angelina M. Lopez

Chapter One

Henry Walker didn't want anything getting between him and his whisky. Especially not the gorgeous redhead who sidled up to him at the mahogany-and-brass bar of the San Francisco hotel and laser-beamed him with her eyes while specifically ordering a bottle of wine produced by his world-famous best friend.

He might be known for his sunny Texas disposition and good ol' boy manners. But if she'd wanted to make his dark mood blacker, reminding him of his connection to PrincesaSofia de Esperanza y Santos, winemaker and owner of Bodega Sofia, was certainly the way. His best friend in the whole world was going to kill him. He'd just told that winemaker's sister-in-law—his boss, in fact—that he was quitting the job of his dreams.

He used all of his six-foot, three-inch height and healthy 260 pounds to glower away the pretty hanger-on. Then he finished off the double of twelve-year-old single malt Japanese whisky and signaled for another.

He needed to drown the image of his billionaire boss's hurt brown eyes.Henry Walker didn't want anything getting between him and his whisky. Especially not the gorgeous redhead who sidled up to him at the mahogany-and-brass bar of the San Francisco hotel and laser-beamed him with her eyes while specifically ordering a bottle of wine produced by his world-famous best friend.

He might be known for his sunny Texas disposition and good ol' boy manners. But if she'd wanted to make his dark mood blacker, reminding him of his connection to PrincesaSofia de Esperanza y Santos, winemaker and owner of Bodega Sofia, was certainly the way. His best friend in the whole world was going to kill him. He'd just told that winemaker's sister-in-law—his boss, in fact—that he was quitting the job of his dreams.

He used all of his six-foot, three-inch height and healthy 260 pounds to glower away the pretty hanger-on. Then he finished off the double of twelve-year-old single malt Japanese whisky and signaled for another.

He needed to drown the image of his billionaire boss's hurt brown eyes.

continue reading Dream Girl

Henry's story coming to Harlequin Online Reads

Catch up on Henry’s journey through the Filthy Rich series before the 11/23 release!

After the release of Lush Money, I started regularly getting one question that I couldn’t answer:

“When is Henry getting a book?”

Eep! I hadn't realized how much readers would fall in love with billionaire Roxanne Medina’s sunny Texas bodyguard, Henry Walker. As far as I was concerned, he was just a good ol’ boy good man who made the other men green with envy!

Fortunately, my editors at Carina Press/Harlequin are wiser than I am!

On Nov. 23, Henry’s 20-chapter short love story, Dream Girl, will be available for free on Harlequin Online Reads. The story will be released over 20 days, from 11/23-12/20. The story is a sexy little number about Henry’s one-night stand that becomes so much more! Newsletter subscribers have already gotten to read the first chapter (sign up now and you’ll always gets stuff free and early!).

If you’d like to get caught up on Henry’s journey through the Filthy Rich series, I’ve provided excerpts and page numbers below. Re-visit all of Henry’s cocky grins, sweet care for the ladies he protects, and moments when he makes the guys in the ladies’ lives crazy!!!

Lush Money, pg. 98 (Loc 1166)

Lush Money, pg. 347 (Loc 4204)

Lush Money, pg. 359 (Loc 4354)

Hate Crush, pg. 45 (Loc 500)

Hate Crush, pg. 114 (Loc 1362)

Hate Crush, pg. 210 (Loc 2546)

Hate Crush, pg. 239 (Loc 2889)

Read Henry’s love story, Dream Girl, beginning Monday, Nov. 23!

The last five years and the conclusion of the Filthy Rich series

Last night I “finished” Serving Sin, the third book in the Filthy Rich series. Finished gets quote marks because there are a couple of revisions with my editor and copyedits to look forward to. But I emailed it to my editor, Carina Press’s amazing Kerri Buckley. 

And then I cried.

I cried because the conclusion of this series marks an amazing, awful, dream-fulfilling, endurance-test-running time in my life. I can’t believe what the last five years have involved.

Five years ago today, my father died in a truly awful highway accident. I put aside the book I’d been working on because of my father’s death and at Christmas of that year, came up with the idea for The Billionaire’s Prince, which later became Lush Money.

After twenty years of writing and a lifetime spent wanting to be a fiction writer, Lush Money became the book that got me my agent and my very first three-book publishing contract.

I can’t believe my dad has missed all of it. He would have gotten such a kick out of my publishing journey. Although I would have been very specific about what pages he needed to skip reading.

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I cried because the conclusion of this series marks an amazing, awful, dream-fulfilling, endurance-test-running time in my life. I can’t believe what the last five years have involved.

Four years ago, The Billionaire’s Prince was humming along. But my husband’s job was sputtering. And we knew our oldest son, a just-graduated senior, was unhappy. But we didn’t have the experience or vocabulary to help him understand why.

Three years ago, my husband was unemployed for a year and our incredible awesome-sauce of a son came home from his freshman year in college, diagnosed with a life-stopping social anxiety disorder.

Over the last three years, our whole family has learned to be different. More understanding. Less judgmental. With a broader view of how people in the world work. My sadly narrow view of mental health has grown exponentially. 

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I wrote Lush Money and Hate Crush while we were learning to support our son and help him understand how his brain ticks. Lush Money debuted to the world during one of the most harrowing times of his mental health journey.

Two years ago, I signed with my incredible agent, Sara Megibow.

A year ago, I signed a three-book deal with Carina Press. 

When the writing organization I’d relied on for 20 years, the Romance Writers of America, imploded right after my book debuted, I thought that was the worst thing that was going to happen in 2020.

Heh.

But while I wrote Serving Sin, the last book in the series, during a pandemic I:

  • Sold a house (during a pandemic)

  • Promoted the release of the second book in the series, Hate Crush, while defying the sophomore curse with good reviews (during a pandemic)

  • Kept my family balanced and emotionally healthy (during a pandemic)

  • Moved halfway across the country (during a pandemic)

Did I mention that all that happened during a pandemic?

So, yeah, yesterday as I sent Serving Sin off to my editor, there were a tears. A decent level of ugly crying. The book is going to be dedicated to my dad. And to my son. Next week, he returns to Rice University to continue pursuing his physics degree.

What an incredible five years it’s been.

 
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A RELUCTANT WARRIOR PRINCE MUST AGAIN PROTECT THE MEXICAN-HEIRESS-TURNED-CEO HE RESCUED WHEN SHE WAS A TEEN.

HATE CRUSH Gets Amazing Review in Entertainment Weekly

 
 

So I was pretty knocked out when my little debut novel, Lush Money, got an incredible review in Entertainment Weekly.

But this morning, when I discovered Hate Crush also got a stellar review, I sobbed.

It’s common knowledge in the industry that sophomore efforts are hard and first books written under contract feel like they will break you. I felt like a fraud through much of the writing of Hate Crush, my second book, and when I got it back from my editor for revisions, I re-wrote 50,000 words in 30 days.

Yep.

The only value was — during those 30 days — I felt like I finally knew Sofia and Aish. I finally understood their motivations, innately understood how they would react and behave. By the end of that 30 days, just before Christmas of 2019, I felt like I’d saved Hate Crush. I loved Sofia and Aish and I believed that I’d done them justice. I just wasn’t sure if readers would feel the same.

In a note from my editor after she read those revisions, she said, “This is a beautiful, breathless read.” I believed her. But when my first review for Hate Crush was a mean, 1-star review (a review that the reviewer made sure to post everywhere), I was sure my career was over.

I was sure I’d been right earlier: I was a fraud. The fact that this happened right in the beginning of the pandemic, right when I was in the thick of writing Serving Sin, and planning a stressful move halfway across the country didn’t help my mental state!

So when I say this review means a lot, this review means A LOT!!!

Read an excerpt below and click to read full review…

Hot Stuff: June romances embrace the inherent sexiness of faking it

by Maureen Lee Lenker

Angelina M. Lopez continues her sinfully delicious Filthy Rich series with a second novel that elevates her ability to blend soapy drama with steamy bedroom scenes and gut-wrenching emotion….The two are exquisite character studies: Sofia, a fierce leader of her people, driven by her yearning to feel needed, and Aish, a cocky, dissolute rock star who has to learn to respect the boundaries of the woman he loves. Lopez soaks readers in the heat of their attraction, the palpable tension of the sweep of Sofia’s chic haircut and the inexorable pull of Aish’s lean, tattooed body and cut-glass cheekbones. Her writing thrums with desire, while still delivering knockout twists and turns. Lopez keeps readers gasping with shock and pleasure in equal measure. If her debut Lush Money was exhilarating and heartfelt, Hate Crush is even more engrossing... (Click to keep reading.)

HATE CRUSH available now!

I’m so thrilled —at long last — to announce the release of Hate Crush, my second book in the Filthy Rich series, and a continuation of the story of the royal siblings of the Monte del Vino Real.

Hate Crush is Sofia’s story, our proud winemaking princesa from Lush Money. Five years later, Princesa Sofia is now a millionaire hoping to launch a winery that will improve the future of our still-struggling kingdom in the mountains of Northern Spain.

Sofia’s former reputation as the party-girl princesa is affecting her ability to be taken seriously. Making matters worse is a drunken video from scandal-ridden rockstar Aish Salinger declaring that his sexy breakout hit is about her.

Ten years ago, the two fell desperately in love during a California harvest season. Now, a fake relationship between the two of them could draw desperately needed attention to Sofia’s winery and could salvage Aish’s career.

Only problem: Sofia hates him more than any other person on the planet.

You can purchase Hate Crush right now in ebook. And you can purchase it in paperback and audiobook tomorrow, June 30.

Some super fun news: Hate Crush audiobook hit the #5 spot in “Royalty Romance” on Audible. I totally credit the brilliant, emotive, and HAWT!! narration from Scarletter Hayes, who also narrated Lush Money (which occupies the #11 spot!).

I’ll be celebrating the release of Hate Crush this week and all summer. Come join me!!